Am I insane?

Since I was a child I used to think the world wasnt real. That people werent real. Id run to my mom and tell her how I thought we werent real and she was going to just fade away at anytime. Id sit on the floor and look at them and tell yself I wasnt real. Still today I still walk outside and feel like im in a box. I hear vioces and I see the dark move like people moving. I hate being alone and I cant stand being with a guy alone.And love can never find me and I cant find it.In my dreams I always see people die, get raped,etc. then sometimes I see me being killed,raped,etc. and when im day dreaming in class im always thinking of something like somebody comiong into the class and killing and raping me. And I always ask questions like ‘what if I come to your door step in the middle of the night covered in blood’ and all this didnt start until I met this boy.also why all of a sudden I feel cold hearted evil that im mean to the people I love? pls tell me wats wrong.

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Answer #1

I dont think you’re insane. I’d know insane.

Answer #2

Bipolar! I used to do that!

Answer #3

Sounds to me you may be borderline skitzofranic, and possibly bipolar