My family basically hates me, how do I deal with my depression?

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they dont hate me because of the herpes, I dont even think I have it. my mom says everyday she finds me disgusting and she hates my fiance even though hes so nice. she hates how I look, dress, act, my humor everything!!! I dont every godddammmnnn thing for that bitch and all I get is “dont be rediculous, your dramatic, you have no respect, your selfish” I hate her I hate my family I hate everyone who pissses me off everyday. I swear I think im suicidal and homicidal because if it was fcking legal, there would be a lot of f*ucking dead people right now!!! god im sorry I just…I dont know what to do anymore!!!

you have every reason to live and every right to be able to love as well does your family hate you because of the herpes? if so then make an effort to talk to them about it and here there veiw or if not ,do the same because hiding it all and letting it build up certainly isnt doing you any good if you do have herpes then just take some extra precautions not to pass it on to your partner, so make sure you wear a condom or dental dam…ect otherwise at 19 years old, your probably old enough to move out of home and if your partner feels the same maybe the two of you could live together

I have depression. Been in hospital numerous times because of it. I know just how you feel. Your family doesnt hate you for the herpies they are just probably annoyed or shocked at it. I guess us depressed people just have to stick together and do what we can. if you think it is depression see a doctor that is the second step (first saying you have it) trust me it can only help. With depression taking any action seems harder and harder every day and any little thing seems like a massive step you dont want to take. It sucks. I suggest you dont move out but discuss the fact your partner is the only one keeping you alive and that you are depressed. Just do your best, wear a condom while you have herpies and maybe see a doctor. Like I said it cant do any harm at least.