I need to get out of here...

My family is insane…in the past few years of my life I watched my older bro get into drugs and defy my parents …and now I’m currently experiencing my younger bro getting into drugs…

The very few times I do go out, like last night I went to a party for my friend. She’s going away to B.C. in November…this was her last party with her buddys

I won’t lie, I had some beer…I knew I had to come home early and get some sleep so I can play drums at church tomorrow…but noo my parents think I did something baad…

I was drunk and they thought I was on extacy…just because my little bro is an idiot right now doesn’t mean they can blame me for doing drugs if I’m doing something out of the ordinary…my dad said “Oh this isn’t Normal…”

What is Normal?…Not me…I’m different…I do different stuff when I want to…but basically I’ve said “Fuck it!!”

I want to move out badly!! But I don’t have the money…I’m going to college as well…Residence is an option but very expensive for me now…

My parents are pushing away our relationship, I’m trying to be responsible towards them but I’ve had it…If they don’t see that I’m responsible, then they can go Fuck Themselves…pardon my french but I’m pissed off now…

-Daniel