what do I do? how cani get my anger out? I hate my mother

I ask this myself sometimes. at one point I wanted to kill my own mother, because no matter what I did, she hated me. and to this day, I dont understand why. I wanted her dead. but when I finally had the chance, I realized im to much of a coward to kill someone so, I listended to my music and cried and went on a long LONG bike ride. being alone with music is my way of cooling off. but im in your shoes man. im 16. and the two things that are keeping me in this world is the fact that I only have 2 years left, and theres a girl out there who Loves me. without those 2 things…I dont think I would have made it this far…

I have a punching bag in my room to fuse out my anger…I hit it and hit and hit and hit till I drop and scream and get it all out…then get my black rubber ball and squeeze it when I walk out of my room…when my family hears me like that they know they should stay clear out of my face..I’m not mean but I take up a different persona when my rage gets the better off me…and I understand when you say you want to kill them..but listen…no one has the right to take another’s life…okay…the best is just fuse it out with other things..sometimes parents don’t realize their causing a lot of pain…but you gotta be over that and learn how to handle it…LIFE is not always fine and dandy…s*hit happens…and only people who learn to handle that can succeed in leading a stable life…you should NEVER let your anger get the better of you…NEVER!

kill her

I know how you feel, meaby mine is even worse, talk to her and let her know how you feel, and if that dosent work then you can go ahead and and try and talk to your dad because sometimes you have to make ideas you cant live like that I unfortianally have to because I have other problems, but big hate will grow towards your mom, dont let that happen! I’m only 14 I don’t know how old you are but I really hope this counts!:)

I feel so bad for you , IM a mom of 3 and I would never do anything to my kids like that . Only thing you can do rite now is keep your self out of trouble and keep in mind you only have 2 years to go untill your 18 then your on your own. GOOD LUCK!!!

I think you should try talkin to her and explaining how you feel