What can I do with parents who dont understand me & religion?

you know thats funny you talk about this because I’m in the same boat. I’m a christian I do believe in god and I don’t know what happened is I went to college kinda confused in a way, not really just I never really thought about god and I prayed a little like just talk in my head. But I took shrooms with my girlfriend and I went up north wi wausau so its really just actually awesome. Theres this guy who reads palms just like for fun sorta but I was on shrooms just fine and stuff, but he talked to me and said…”how would you feel if you could read everybodys palm and know who they, but I cant read my palm for me..” He was my friend and I just went into a thinking spiral of how everything just made sense that Life was reincarnation and I was an analyzer and only looked at others not at myself thus not knowing who I was…so anyways it left me not a christian because it just didnt make sense. I actually left college because I needed to figure out who I was what I wanted. I tried to tell my mom that I was from the past and I knew it I felt it and she just looked at me mad. Later and right now I know what I believe it’s crazy because I couldnt imagine a life without god because I felt like he was there when I talked and well in my life things have happened when I prayed…but I found out early christianity actually believed in reincarnation that our soul lives on until you reached the unselfish love, giving, and no reason to go back to earth to fix a mess you made (karma) Anyways there is pergatory for the souls that are waiting to go. I don’t know I mean you just have to figure what you feel spiritually inside of you. Anyways I just dont tell my mom but im very spiritual within myself and I do believe there is a god and just being yourself and loving everyone for who they are, accepting the world as it is..so hard for me…but thats pretty much what christianity is really. Your relationship with god and his creation, you and the earth everything is connected and in harmony. If all connected doing wrong to someone will in turn mean your hurting yourself because your connected (karma). I guess im going off but maybe this could just open you up to whats out there. Im so happy I can believe in both not feel bad for church cause life is just to be happy. Why make yourself sad? doesnt make sense. to me.

anyways its alright if your like whoa thats weird but its just what I believe and its a cool thought if I explained it right. I don’t know do your research find what you feel best in and then feel good about it and dont worry about your parents.