Why did I push him away when I'd end up liking him?

You cant help the way you felt about someone in the past. People change, and just because he was interested in you in 8th grade doesnt mean those feelings are going to come back 2 years later. Guys that I thought were cute, or had crushes on in middle school…changed once we got to highschool. My taste changed, and I just didnt feel the same about them anymore. Just because you started liking him again, doesnt mean hes going to look back on something he felt 2 years ago. Highschool is a whole new world, where there are so many more people to meet.

lol, you’re not an idiot, do you know how many people figure out they like a person after they can’t have them. that whole saying about wanting what we cant have? it’s been two years, your feelings have changed, it happens…

give it some time, he may get over her, or maybe she’s not interested in him

and it def isnt about her being prettier or skinnier, he’s already shown interest in you, so we know he already thinks you’re pretty…