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Why is this heartbreak hurting so much?

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Well for them who have read my first question I posted, things have changed now. I'm 17 and trying to get over him or cutting him off is so hard. Trying to focus on something else is impossible, I mean I don't exactly have a great circle of friends you see in movies and my siblings are not around much to talk to. I have relied on him so much and I care for him a lot, and to think to cut someone off is so hard. This is my first proper relationship, and I can't see pass him. I'm hurting so much, I may be young but I have honestly fallen in love. The problem is I know well we both know it's not working and if it is we are both using each other emotionally. I haven't had sex with him for at least 5 to 6 months, maybe I'm fat eh. I don't know who he is anymore, and I know in my head I need to cut him off completely, but it's so hard. All I have done for the pass 3 -4 months is cry cry cry. We connected on so many levels and now, I feel like someone has jab and large knife through me and I just want this pain to stop. Can anyone give me so honest constructive advice?