I'm in love with a boy I haven't talked to in four years!

So sense I’ve been little I’ve been going on vacation with this kid, lets call him jacob and his family. & when we were like 10 years old we use to like eachother and that was 5 years agoo. and after I was ten my family and I stopped going on vacation until when I was fourteen, and I saw him for the first time in four years and I completely thought he forgot who I was so we didn’t talk the whole entire vacation. So then a couple monthes ago my cousin and I lets call her wendy go on a social site and see that hes on the a social site chat thing and he was the only one on so we talked to him and he told us he did remember us and we talked about all of these memories we had when we were younger and stuff. then that was that but then last month I was at my friend, lets call her veronica’s house and we were sitting on her laptop and it was like 3 in the morning and he was the only one on and we talked and then later exchanged numbers and stuff so we texted for awhile and like he would ususally text me first but then after a couple weeks he stopped texting me all the time and would text him and I could tell that he was getting annoyed and stuff so I would stop, and then he would randomly text me and I would get wicked excited and stuff and when ever I text him now he’ll always say heyyy with a “:)” but then never text back and I like him so so so so much. but theres another problem to this siduation. theres also this other boy, lets call him alec. and hes probobly the cutest and nicest boy I’ve ever met hes also really smart and is in a band and stuff and hes just perfect and I’ve honestly liked him sense I was in 6th grade and he finally found out that I exsisted this year and really likes me and I like him too. like he always talks to me first. but the one thing that bothers me is hes really shy. but like he asked me to walk around with him after my exam today and I didn’t know what to say because of course I still like jacob a lot but I don’t get to see jacob til august and its only once a year I see him so I don’t know if I should even bother wasting my whole summer obsessing over jacob and not giving my dream to go out with alec sense 6th grade the time of day. the thing is I always like a boy who wont give me the time of day and then theres another boy who always likes me and then when they stop liking me I always regret not going out with them. I dont know what to do like I wish I could fast forward to august and see jacob’s personality and then just come back cause I dont even know him anymore. but he lives in another town like 45 minutes away and I know people who know him well and they tell me that hes a jerk and a player but I dont know if I believe it! should I go for alec or jacobb!?!?! helppp!