I dont feel as important as my siblings

I understand you, it hepens to me the same… I have an older sister and everyone loves her and I feel just like you, but you know what… it is normal in nature, there is always a sibling that gets more the atention than the others… there is always a sibling that gets the less atention than the others. Its like animal reactions, those acts are like animal acts. Analize what your siblings do that atracts your mums atention and love… maybe they are more fun, charismatic, etc. You could do what they do and in that way manipulate your mother (you know people are more like animals than you think) and that way have her atention. But what I would do… and thats what I do seens I am in the same situation is just ignore it, go and live far away from your family and just forget those animal things, live your life. Love them and vecit them but its ok to worry about that, its ok to feel bad, its ok is your mother doesnt helps you in anything, im shure you can live without her help… I mean how much can an old woman do hahahaha. If you reallly really want her love and atention like she does with your sister just act like your sister, do charismatic things… but remmber it is not personal, it is not that your mother doesnt loves you, its just animal acting… like you liking being with some people more than with other, some people are just fun and some are more boring.

good luck, hope it helped