honestly I just feel alone.

okay so I know this is a tipical thing that most teenagers go through at a point but mine has been going on since I was in the 2nd grade exactly…so im not the most responsible type and im not verry into following rules especially by my parents. in the past I lyed stolen cheated rebeld and done anthing possible to cause trouble. I know I know if you were my mom youd wanna kill me too. but the thing is is that my mother has sent me 5000 miles away to my dad which I had moved away from last year to live with her she says I need time (whatever that implyed) I’ve been here for almost a month and I just want to go home to my friends and school because honestly I’ve never felt so alone…so unloved so usless in my life and I prob should mention that I tried to commit suiside before by eating an entire bottle of benadrill and I ended up in the hospitle. I have never wanted to be dead until now…my first and presant love and my friends are the only thing keeping me going and my mom and sister ablolutly hate me. I dont knoow what I can do to save myself from doin what I’ve alredy attemted…cause I know it would be selfish and unfair to my family member who do soposedly love me. and honestly this message dosnt do ant justice to the way I feel…so if some one out there can make me feel like a human with a heart again id surely appreciate it.

shally.