A reocurring bad dream:( please help!!!

Since I was a child, I’ve had the same nightmares over and over again!!! First one, I’m always on my own, walking on a street, then someone either a gangster, or a agressor, or a scary person comes with a gun and points it at my chest! I either get shot there, or try 2 fight him 2 keep him from shooting me!! I always get shot, and pass out!!! I alway get shot 5 to six times! 1 in the chest, 1 in the stomach, 1 in the shoulder, and 2 in the left leg! I wake up in the hospital wih people talking, but the words are unaudiable and my vision is blurry! I do see I have tatoos, which are in the next nightmare also! I cant read them, but I know I have a name of someone on my chest!

The second time(sometimes same night) I’m dreaming that I’m in a street, running away in the darkness of night from someone or something, im wearing nice clothes, have the same tattoos in my 1st dream, and diamond jewelry on(bling)! I am running as hard as possible, but not getting anywhere or far! Then I get shot 2 times in the back and collapse! I feel my heart beat slower, then I feel cold! I die! I know I did! I suddenly feel, someone trying 2 revive me with paddles, I hear the doctors say their losing me,… They do! Everything goes blue as I hear the monitor create a long beep!!!

This nightmare happens many times a month:( can anyone interpret?