who}I don t know who to be in love with.!! I have 1 day to choose??

Pick and choose commitment I don’t know what to do!? ok well this is what im confused about. well ok I have a boyfriend who I adore and care for very much but he treats me good and things are ok but when I look into my future I dint see him in it because I feel that he isn’t as committed as I am. so when I see my future I see my ex boyfriend and well I want to have a family and I want to have kids and etc. and the guy I am with now he doesn’t and isn’t ready to settle down and well…

I think to myself that maybe if I just stay in the relationship a little longer then maybe he will open up too me and become more dedicated.

but then I have my ex that is willing to get back together with me and be supportive of me and etc. and well I don’t know what to do because my current boyfriend he is so caring and kind but he doesn’t sow me that much commitment. and when I get wanting to break up with him I cant do it something is holding me. but my mom told me I had to make a dissions and that would choose the path of my life the

guys I am dating now well we have only been dating for 5 months and it is like I just want to prove to him and his family that I am the one for him. but then my ex we were dating for 6 years and we had a really bad relationship but then it was also good. so this is my last chance to correct my life and choose who it is I want to be with and yet I say these things to my ex that I still have the

desire to be with him then yet I cant break it off with my boyfriend now because somthings holding me and I dont know what. its like I wanna see were me and my boyfriend lead to. I want him to want me more than I want him I want him to give me his heart. he says he is scared that I will let him fall. thats what keeps me in our relationship now because I want to prove that I wont do that to him

Additional Details and my ex boyfriend he does love me but my present boyfriend the noly time he says I love you is when he is drunk and I dont know what to think