What should I change and this letter 2 my boyfriend?

This is the letter to my boyfriend! What should I change~add? does it sound okay?

Dear _ {his name}

“What have I done wrong, is it me? Is there something that I should know? Should I just give up, and stop trying to make things work? Should we take a break? Does the love of my life, the one person that inspires me to go to school everyday want it to all be over? What’s going on?” Those are all the thought that are going through my head at once!

It’s not the same, I feel like you are just sort of drifting away! I can’t continue to go home upset wanting to cry just about everyday because of this relationship! I mean I really do love you and I wouldn’t keep fighting to make this relationship work, and stay so committed, and bite my tongue so much if I didn’t. And don’t get me wrong babe I am happy and I want this relationship to work but I don’t know! I just feel like you don’t want to be with me anymore, but you can’t tell me that because you just don’t want to hurt me! So please just tell me, if you don’t want to be with me for any longer, or you simply just want to take a break just tell me, I can take it. I promise! I would rather you tell me that you need a break or you would like to break up appose you walking around like you don’t want to be with me and me walking around looking dumb because you don’t even want to be with me anymore! I’m tired of being the only one trying to make this work! So please give me some answers! Love You, ___My name P.S. If you are willing to change maybe that’s what you can call it for this relationship to work out then that would be great and I am totally willing to change anything also! But if not babe please tell me so I know because I can’t take all this for much longer!

P.P.S. And when I say I feel like you are drifting away it’s because like you never talk to me anymore. Basically every class we have together you never talk to me, and also we NEVER walk to classes together anymore!