Thoughts on becoming a single mom?..why arent men interested in me?

Okayy…. well, I’ve had problems with guys my entire life…. my father was abusive (it has since changed, but still), and have been through several extremely scarring long-term relationships. It has always been my goal in life to be a wife and mother. But lately I was thinking about the possibility of becoming a single mom in the future (once I become financially stable), and if I meet a great guy after… then getting married…

Im still in college right now (Im studying to become a Spanish teacher), and I know its still early… but Im just the type of person that finds comfort in goal-setting…

I mean, I know I want to have children someday… but I’m beginning to wonder if getting married is the right thing for me. I know I haven’t met the right guy yet… but I’m beginning to question if I ever will.

It’d be nice to someday have a white-picket fence life… but Im not sure that I’ll ever find that. So, I guess my question is…. is there anything wrong with being a single mother?…in the future, of course….

I have a huge heart, and Im a very good person… im good-looking, my personality is just different. im very interesting… its just that im finding that most guys don’t want what I am… I have platinum blonde hair, the heart of a vegetarian, and the soul of a philosopher. I have a very multi-dimensional personality, but in a good way…I really truly am a good person… I don’t understand what guys don’t like about me. ….granted, in college, many guys aren’t looking for serious commitments… but Im just afraid theres nothing else out there….

if anyone can offer any advice, or a bit of hope… lol itd be verryy appreciated…