How can I stop thoughts of dying?

Well i’ve been in a few life or death situations. A few were just accidents (health issues, accidently walking into traffic) some were on purpose (when I was younger I was very depressed and at one point suisidal). And ya know what I learned each time somthing happened? I really didn’t want to die. That split secound when you feel like its ganna end it’s like WOW, rewind. I rember feeling like everything that could go wrong, did. I rember thinking it’s just not worth it anymore. Heck there were even times I sat there crying and begged god to do watever it took to take me. But in the end as hard as it is you have to appreciate what you have and relize it does get better. That was just a short stage of my life, and now I relize how needed I really am. I went from being a horrible depressed, abused, teased, worthless 12 yearold girl into a beautiful, happy, expressful 15 yearold who the world needs. I have family and friends who need me, and a wonderful boyfriend who’d throw his life down in a secound for me and you will to one day. You just gatta rember, the dark only makes the light shine brighter. Even if things suck now at somepoint your ganna be glad you didn’t die at 16.