My life problem

ok my dad never lets me do anything right like I cant go to the movies with my friends or spend the night over peoples house. My mom and dad never got married and she left us when I was 3 so my dad got a new girlfriend shes an ape she ugly and mean and itch I fcking hate her but anyways ok my mom is hella cool she let me do pretty much anything right but she lives in oregon and I live in califorina my dad treats me bad and has been for the past 6 years he yells at me everyday and just hates me im always blamed for anything I dont do and he just doesnt leave me alone hes always mad at me because of hes girlfriend shes always fighting with him so he takes it out on me right but I mean he just hates me and you can tell but look my mom asked if I wanted to live with her and her soon to be husband I really want to a lot but the only problem is I have a boyfriend that I love with all my heart and we’ve been together for over a year hes saved my life and I love him and never want to leave him and my friends I love all my friends so thats the only reason why im here but I just livin with my dad but now its summer vacation and I cant be with friends or my baby and I asked my dad if I could visit my mom and he said no I havent seen her in 2 years since ebfore last weekend when she came down but I dont know what to do I want to move but I dont want to leave lol confusing huh