he loves me or im simply imagining?????? totally confused........

i have a cousin who is 1 year elder to me, im 16……

I feel shy to talk to my cousins cuz we werent close in childhood. So it continued the same way even nw. Bt nw our families often meet.

3 month ealier, we, all my cousin’s family n mine went on a trip……. He was seated near e shutter ryt behind me in the last seat…… I was able to hear all wat he was humming…. N it was just one particular love song he was humming repeatedly….. I didnt mind it, simply told myself that hes listening cuz he likes it n thats it……. Through the journey it was find cuz i was always surrounded by my cousin sis…

1 On e return journey he was asked to sing, he sang e same song..(i was seated @ e thrid row from last- he was in last) i turn behind to look @ him n caught him looking @ me…….. What does that mean?????

2. Family function…

I went to e thrid floor to collect the gifts, n i saw him in that room with two of my other cousins laying on bed chatting.

I straightened myself n went in. The gifts were placed somewat few inches away from bed n i had to cross that way. As i entered n went near the box of gifts. I heard the same song being played again n heard a cousin say, ‘u love this song’.

I dont know y i didnt want to wait any longer, quickly picked the tray of gifts n walked out of the room. ONCE AGAIN, WHAT DOES iT MeAN????????

-I saw him moving around while he had nothing to do on my way…..

• when i was gonna leave, i went to e 2nd floor to collect my belonging n whn i was abt to call my bro, i heard someone climbing stairs ( stairs were made of wood,so i was able). it was him, he walked his way to e open space in b/w 1st n 2nd floor…… I pretended as though i didnt see him n continued calling my bro, to cum sooon.. N took my belonging n went downstairs.

Whn i was climbing down e stairs, i fixed by face straight(normal ) n proceeded, he was thr on e sofa…. (frm e 2nd floor thr is 2 sets of stair to e 1st floor- aftr e 1st set u cud go to e open space or straight down) as i neared e 2nd set of stairs… He coughed n it was soooooo fake i didnt know wat to do - to laugh 4 wat he did or look @ him…. (I think he wanted me to see him) Bt didnt turn my face instead i moved faster… Wat u say ABT THIS??????

Pls feel free to share ur thoughts abt this…..

Tnx, twinkle