Love is confusing!!!

I used to really like this guy. I mean he’s great!!! Sweet, kind, very loving, and everything a girl could wish for but just not what I could. I mean you might think im messed up or something but hes just too perfect!! do you know what I mean? We still go out now. I havent seen or talked to him in a couple of weeks only because we’re out on intersession and he cant talk on the phone. I wonder if hes even trying…haha…but that isnt the point its just that I havent talked to him in awhile and its got me thinking. Maybe I just not cut out for this whole relationship thing. Oh and I feel like the only thing he wants is sex sometimes…he brought a freakin condom to a birthday party saying that that is what he wanted. We made a bet and I had to give him what he wanted if he didnt cuss and vice versa. Thats all he talks about too. I already told him I dont want to and im not ready but I dont think thats getting to his head. Ok I do need my personal space sometimes but hes all over me all the time!!! It gets annoying sometimes but sometimes I like it. Am I confusing or is that just me thinking that??haha. Am I asking for too much?? Should I break up with him?? Im scared that people will hate me for breaking his heart. Im really thinking to end this whole relationship nonsense. I think that maybe he is being to serious and I dont really want a serious relationship yet. I mean he made our future together. He even asked me would I marry him at 16 or if we couldnt at that age 18. I dont want to break his heart or ruin our friendship!!! I’ve know him for 2 years and I like him very much. He’s an ahwesome friend!!! What should I do?? please help!! :[[