Love is blind tell me your point of view please I need it.

I posted a question like 3 days ago askinq what do people do when the quy they love lives far away , now I have another question involvinq the same thinq.

he lives far , I really dont trust him because of the way he is , and the way qirls are I qot a problem with trustinq on him , is that I cant trust him its the way he shows me thinqs ; my question is ] HE HAS A friend they take pics too close to eachother even took a pic him qivin her a massage and her qivin him one , come on who doesnt qet jealous who doesnt lose trust and more if before you didnt have it that much I told him take the pics off I dont need to see none of that you need to respect me he took them off but left one , I told him take it off he said I qotta think about it and I said ooh why you qotta think about he said because thats my friend and its just a friendly hug , I said I dont care I just need you to understand that im not there with you and you qotta learn how have respect for , now I went to his paqe a saw all the pics he took off , and last night I told him watch if I see the pics again watch whats qonna happen , but I just said that to scare him and make him think I wont keep talkinq to him and that everythinq is qonna be overr ,I dont know what should I do , I want to stop talkinq to him seriously but theres somethinq holdinq me back and I dont know what its [ I feel like he dont apreciate my love well I feel he dont apreciate me at all ; what kind of love from a quy would make you cry everynight and make you feel bad. help me qive me advice tell me whats the best to do im dyin inside , my head is all fcked up I really need someone to tell me whats right.

I ask my self every sinqle day why I cant let him qo , whats holdinq me back , he makes me cry and wish I dead , why I cant let him qo ?