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Im so tired of being depressed, tired of wanting to cut myself to feel something other than the pain of everyday life. Its been 2 years since the last time I did it, but lately I’ve been getting the erge to do so…actually im not going to lie..I did it a couple a days a go..but before that it had been a good cleann 2 years. I know what youre thinking, or saying..or wanting to say “ great, heres another ‘emo’ bi+ch complaining and looking for attention”…but thats the thing I crave no attention, I could care less about whos looking at me, whos around me, whos showering me with hugs and “friendship”. now im not saying all I care about is myself, but I honestly do not crave attention, espeially not from people I dont know..im only craving something much more than that, something useful..something worth having…that only thing is, a way to find myself and finally be happy.

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Answer #1

I know exactly what you’re going thru. depression is an evil disease that can eat you alive (not to scare you; want youto know what you’re facing). I’ve had it for 4 years (going on 5). some things help it, others trigger it. it’s a very complicated emotion, but the medicine you nedd now is friends; close friends that understand you all the way. one is right here, waiting.

Answer #2

Have you ever considered the one who made the skies? moon? stars? the one who created you and knows exactly how many hairs are on your head? have you ever considered there is a purpose for you? a plan for your life? Look up around you see him? yet look again…cast all your cares on him for he cares for you…he loved “you” that he gave his only son, that if you believe in him you should not perish… for his eyes are upon you in all your ways they are not hid from his face you are loved… do you know who I am talking about? I think you do stop hurting yourself

Answer #3

You need to find an emotional outlet besides cutting yourself. First thing you should do is tell someone you’re close to that you need help. If you can’t do that then call one of the hotlines in your area, they will help you a lot!!! Talk to someone that can help and give you ideas about other stuff you could be doing. Not just your friends, they really can’t help, they can only relate. I know someone who did this for 5 years and she finally ended up taking her own life. Once you cut for so long she felt there was no other option.

GET HELP NOW before it’s too late!!

I wish you the best of luck

Answer #4

try picking up guitar. it makes me happy. :D

Answer #5

pick a hobby that you enjoy go from there.

hang out with friends

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meet new people

Answer #6

OMG!!! I definitely understand how your feeling right now…I just finished answering a question that explains that I’m feeling the same EXACT way that you do!!! Now I dont cut myself…I tried it maybe once or twice with mi friend Skyee but it didnt become a habit it was just more of a thing I did when I was EXTREMLY EXTREMLY depressed…but I’m feeling depressed in a way,more MIS-understood,lonely((VERY lonely)) and miserable…I act happy I try to lighten up the mood when others are down but you no what when is there going to be someone to lighten mi mood?! Or someone who truly seriously cares?! Or atleast someone I could trust to NOT stab mi in the back?! I’ve always tried to look on the bright side of things but as I get older and people((mainly BOYS)) become jerks and only care about themselves I’m starting to feel lonely and miserable!!! I have no true deep heart warming happiness because I have nothing to be happy about!! Actually at the moment mi life is kinda crappy and confusing right now!!! Soo I definitely no how your feeling…that’s all I want is to be happy and loved and feel cared for instead of being screwed over byee every f*cking guy I meet!!! When will it be MY turn to be taken care of?! When will someone care enough to ask how I’m feeling how I’ve been if there’s anything wrong?!?! I guess just for now I’ll have to keep on leading this life that to others seems “perfect” and “wonderful” when really the reality is that NOBODY knows…=[

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