Back and forth between homes.

I think you should move right back to your grandmother’s house where you won’t be cutting or always fighting with your mom. Your mother needs to stop fighting with you but with the medicine she’s taking, that causes allot of problems. You need to move out for your safety and well-being. You’ll always love your mother but, you can love your mother from a distance. That includes loving her without fighting, and cutting yourself. I know when I was living with my parents, my mother was very abusive toward me but I never thought about cutting myself until I turned 15 or 16. I was very suicidal when I lived with my parents since I was always fighting with my mother and one of my sisters. Your mother and mine have similarities to which both take medicines because of their health. And they each fight. Only difference, my mother is married so she can rely on my father. I know what its like to be abused verbally and physically since I’ve been through allot myself. I never though could cut myself for I was afraid my family would find out so I stuck with shooting, or taking an overdose on medicine. Now that I live on my own, I’ve been going through counseling for problems from the past. I love my parents but I won’t forget what they’ve done. You do what’s right for you and if I were you, I’d move right back in with your grandmother that way you’ll be around those who love you and won’t hurt you. I wish you the best of luck! And please! don’t cut yourself.