Am I truly in love with him?

hi,i have known my very good best friend for about 5-6 years.we met on a chat line prank calling people.i have been through relationships to even getting married to someone and being engaged too.i have broken up with one guy i have really loved because he wouldn’t let me talk to my best friend.when i was in the relationship i felt always there was something missing.a few weeks ago i think i realized when my best friend got hurt by a girl that dumped him that i would never do that to him…and i just start thinking wow he is the only guy i trust too since i have a hard time trusting guys.he has told me that he has had feelings for me but at the time i was engaged with my babies father.(yes i had a baby with the toher guy too)ever since then i cant get him out of my head he is just on my mind all the time.i actually have liked him since we first started talking on the phone too.He just is fun,loving,careing,and just very trust worthy person.i really feel like i am a better person around him too.i hyave told him how i felt and he said ,”sarah dont worry we willbe together soon”.he told me because he doesnt have a place yet or a car so he is trying because welive like 30 min away from eachother.since we have been friends all the time we tell eachtoher we love eachother everytime we say goodbye.its makes me just feel so much better me hearing that from him.i mean he haas other girls he has had in the past and i have had other guys but we have always told eachother that we love eachother.we joke about how happy we would be and a bunch of crap if we were married too and how we would be perfect and just be fine doing the same thing over and over again everyday and grow old.damn i just cant get him out of mind anymore.but i dont know if i am just inlove with himas a friend or in something more….