Why can't I find guys who are spiritual?

It’s not like I want a guy who is extremely religious, but I always end up with these emotionless losers and I just can’t take it anymore! I try and try and try to just show him/them that I know a way for him to become happy…with himself that is. I mean I guess it’s easier said then done, but I did it… I just want a guy who wont tell me im crazy when I say I believe in reincarnation and God. He doesnt even care about anything other then himself/themselves. His friends are the same. Made me cry once I didnt want to be there with them all because they are vulgar and rude and have no sense of themselves at all.

Just going with the flow of society I say…I mean I can see a lot people fighting with me on that, but really I know this is controversal, but rap or any music really that just talks about death, women, and just straight up sex like its nothing, just to me hearing that makes me extremely sad..

I guess I just don’t understand why they don’t feel the way I do. I just don’t know why they sing the lyrics in my face about bitches and f**ckin blowin their brains on the ground..being proud of it…

I don’t know man I just don’t like this world and im sad about it, trying to find the people who just want to be happy hear happy live happy or try too I mean…

I just want someone without a numbed soul…Any men out there? Women you too I just wanna know…is it just me that feels this much about it?