The best advice you could give me.

Alrite well this is kind of a long story and I need the best advice you could give me.

Alrite well I’ve been with my boyfriend for about 5 months and before this I’ve been having thoughts that I wanted to end the relationship, because he hangs out with this girl he used to like a lot and I thought that like he might go back to liking her and unno blah blah blah (as you could see I get jealous very easily). Well I used to be like omg about him, and when he asked me out I was already kinda moving on but then I felt bad and a part of me wanted to go out with him so I said yeah. And he holds me around the waist a lot and its kind of annoying but I don’t want him to stop completely unno? And hes really skinny and wears baggy stuff which is kind of a 0.0 for me. And he has long hair and that kind of 0.0 to me, but he treats me like a princess kinda? He broke up with me and then I was crying a lil but then I was relieved, then he was like omg im so stupid im so sorry luv please forgive me im srry and so we got back together.

And the other promblem is that im starting to like other guys and my x is talking to me and I guess he was my first uh love and unno you never forget that and I don’t know im thinking that I like him? But then he flirts a lot with other gurls and inno that we arent gonna last long.

But im still aaahhh! I wanna break up with him and move on but then I don’t because its gonna be hard to find another guy to deal with me and all my problems and shizz. And if I see him with another girl and stuff omg I will I don’t know ill get so pissedd even tho we breeak up. And then I still want to stay with him. Omgosh im soo freanking confused!!! Please help me ddd:!!!