so I've came to a conclusion..

that im completely stupid. I like a guy whos a total jerk to me. im going to say the story and im expectingg answers :) okayy I was talking to this guy named Dover for like 3-4 months we were practically dating just didnt tell people we were.. we talked 24/7 and then my ex came over and I kissed him and dover found out.ill say right now… WORST MISTAKE I EVER MADE! not even over exaggerating,so he called me and was like “I dont want to quit talking to you but im doing whats best” so a couple weeks later we started to be friends again-then it completely ended no friends nothing he said” he was over me and wanted me out of his life” I was devastated andd I blame myself so much its not even funny.I didnt no what I did except for the ex part but I thought we were past that, and I tried everything I could think of. I want him back so bad I dont no what to do. hes such a jerk to me sometimes he can be nice I asked him if he wanted me to completely stop trying to talk to him and he said no and the next day he said to stop txting him? im so confused I cant seem to get over him and im pretty sure I should bt people are saying to keep trying if you really like him but apperently its not working what do you think I should do?