Love.. pentagon?

So I have a very complicated situation. I dated a guy, we’ll call him Michaelangelo, for around 6-7 months and got very close to his group of friends. One might say too close :P While dating Mikey, I developed a crush on his friend, we’ll call him Raphael. I thought nothing of it at the time, and even told them (separately) about my little crush and laughed it off. They thought nothing of it as well. Time passed, and things went south with Mikey. We’re all still friends, but here’s where it gets complicated. Two of Mikey/Raph’s friends, we’ll call them Donatello and Leonardo, were very supportive towards me when I broke up with Mikey. Perhaps too supportive. On separate occasions, I wound up having little 1-2 night flings with Donatello and Leonardo. I was feeling kind of weak/empty after the break-up and found it difficult to resist. Everyone eventually found out about everything, went through some rocky patches but now everyone is fine with everyone else. Trouble is, I still find myself with all these feelings for Raphael. I wish he knew how I felt, but he seems so beyond off-limits after all of this, and given that Donatello is one of his best friends. There are tiny hints he gives every so often that he reciprocates at least some of my feelings, but I don’t know if I’m reading into things too much. I don’t even know what I’m asking at this point, so just any thoughts would be appreciated (aside from ‘you crazy psycho-*‘, ‘cause I’ve thought that myself already).