Insecure or jealous?

Ok well, I sound weird and crazy ok, but please help me someone! I’ve been in a relationship for 6 years now wiv my boyfriend, we had our ups and downs after the 2nd year, the main argument regardin anuda gal that people talked about has caused a scar in me, and he knows that, but now he hates it even if a mention it, because he thinks I don’t trust him, I do most of the time, which is wrong because I shud trust him all the time, he trusts me 100% , anyway I dont mention it anymore. Well, im not the kinda person hu puts their pic online, and I expected him not to. He knows why I don’t like that I call it “advertiing” lol, wll, hes posted his pic up now, and I was like thinkn if he can then I will too, how childish I know, so I put myn up.

Why do I hate it if he does sumat I don’t want him to? I hate gals chattin ta him, because they tend ta get flirty, he dunt but the gals do, biachs, lol, I feel paranoid sumtyms, and at other tyms I want to go find anuda guy, but then a fink dats just daft because hes really nice to me… I don’t know why I feel so curious about the pic..like as though he rebels or like if he asking 4 anuda gal then why shudnt I?? … Is there a psychic here I can chat to?? Lol Fishin crazyy!! Help me!! Lol thanx guys and gals