I LOVE him, but I shouldn't be with him..? :/

alright well.. im not sure how to explainn. . .we’ll just call him c. we were dating for a long time.. like almost 2 years.. but then I got my cell phone taken away, so we coulden’t talk.. and we kinda fell apart.. but I got my cell back, and lately I’ve been texting him.. he has just been a jerk to me lately. he sent me some random text saying “shut up. tell me what you want babe. Your hotter” after hanging out with his cousins, then like 25 mins later he was all upset. so I tried to make him feel better, and then he’s like, well don’t!!! …me and my friend sky stayed up from 11 am till 3 am, because I was soo sick, I was crying and shaking.. because he had been saying more mean things that night.. she said that maybe he thinks he can take advantage of my feelings because of how cute he is.. and how much I love him.. hes such a jerk sometimes..but I don’t know if I can let him go after everything wev’e been through, its too hard:/ then we fight, and I go and forgive him again! then we fight more… I think I’m stupid to keep giving into him? because I think all he is, is a player.. even when we were going out he was flirting with other girls.. ughhh. I just,,, I dont know. its really confusing… so I guess what I need to know is, …

What would you do if you were in my position? and, Would it be bad to keep talking to him? What do I do…

Please, Let me know. <3/Haley.