I keep lieing and I feel like a terrible person!

Please! hep me! I keep lying. All the time now it seems. I lied to my friends so it would seem like I talked to my dad and two other times…

time 1- yesterday Kelly told me that John might like me and I was about to tell taylor but than I didn’t want to make it seem like I was rubbing it in or anythign and I didn’t want her to think I was being cocky so right as I was about to tel her John liked me I told her He liked her instead…I feel terrible I only lied because I didn’t want to seem like I was being cocky about it and before I told her, I said I had somethign to tell her so I couldn’t lie than

Time 2- I got this kids number off his facebook page and I jsut had it in my phone just incase I needed to talk to him, and than I asked Kayla if that was his number and she was like how did you get his number? And I lied to her about how I go t it and said I didn’t know and she was liek oh my gosh text him and ask who it is so I did because I knew she wanted me to and it turned into this huge thing and it ended with me lying so much. And I felt bad about it so I made up another story to apologize to him.

Its ok if you don’t want to answer this question, I know I did several terrible things. Why can’t I just stop lying. I feel terrible. I only want to do the right thing and not dissapoint anyone or come off as a mean person and I lye. Do you think the Lord will forgive me. What if he doesn’t? Am I a terrible person? How can I get this out of my head? I nned to ask for forgiveness don’t I? I will I pormise. I just feel like a terrible liar. I want to cry. Why am I such a bad kid? Nobody deserves a person like me in their life, I’m so unfair to my friends, I shouldn’t lye to them. Help me! I can’t take it!!! I feel so bad about everything. please.