I cant break through this glass, help me please

im deppressed I need advice, I loved this boy once we went out for 8 months he broke up with me I really loved him its been 1 yr and a half with out him and I still love him and evr since the day we broke up my life has been a blur its white its black I cant see anything right everything seems to go so wrong in my life, with my parents not trusting me anymore my sisters treating me like a dog around the house, any problem in the familly is blamed on me by my sisters I try to tell my parents but no one seems to listen now I cant do sh*t but tell them to their face what goes around comez around dont forget that there is karma, basically the day that guy I love left me my whole life turned upside down, I love him so much I tried my hardest to move on but I swear to god that it wouldnt work out I try to 4 get him everyday but notthin seems to work out, I need advice please I joined this website for one reason, not to put pics of me, but to get advice, I need someone realy good at this, please reply to this dont send me fun mail give me a comment here and if I see your good I will give you my yahoo email, but please I need your help anyday by now could be my last time here