How do igo on without the one ilove?

Okay so for me this is the biggest relationship I’ve ever had, I’ve actualy felt love for the first time, I’ve felt feelings and emotions I never even knew exisited that are way beyond my control my boyfriend says he feels the same, he says he loves me and cant see hiself without me but our situation is complicated.

We were friends for a long long time but his a lot older, he was a great friend and always there never letting me down. I became to depend on him and I kinda liked it knowing he would be there if I needed him. We started seeing each other and just enjoying being together but then things got more serious and we both fell head over heels for each other. At first I thought its a fling and ill snap out of it because the age was a big big gap.

I never did snap out of it and still havent, we have been together 10months now but recently our relationship has been taking a strain because of all the secracy of having to hide our relationship from our families and friends for such a long time. We are happy and are still madly in love with each other but worried that we are just kidding ourself because people will never except us never! There is no way our families would accept us and that is for sure 100%. I also maybe pregnant and im going to the doctors on monday. :s

I cant be without him and I know he doesnt wanna be without me so do we stay together and keep sneaking about until im over 18 and an adult as im only 17 or do I face reality and end things and put us both through the pain of living without each other? Please can someone help me?

Thank youu x