Does he like me?!

Jeez! Boys! Especially when they just turned 14. I reallly like this guy (typical) and he knows this. People say he likes me…my friends do but I really don’t know. He acts like a total jerk around me… sometimes. Example? Most definately;

The Jerkiness side of him:

1. When people ask if he likes me he says “I hate her” its not a “nope” or “I really don’t” “I HATE HER.” Then I ask him if he likes me and he either shakes his head or doesn’t say anything at all. Once he said he did, but he had a smile on…he was also hanging out with his friends (kind of makes me think he does)

2. He says shut up a lot..but it only seems to be when he’s near his friends. Now hes been saying “Shut up, your fat, adopted and nobody loves you!” Now we’re back to negativity.

3. Girls ask him if they can hug him and he does, RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! Then I ask and he runs away like a * pansy!

4. He talks about hurting me not like…death/kill hurt but “I’ll wrap this dental floss around your neck!” or “I’ll fling this piece of crumpled paper at you!” and “I’ll slit your throat with this card!” Okay, so maybe some of them are a bit…kill worthy but…Idk

5. He’ll hit me…it doesn’t hurt and I’m not sure if thats as hard as he can punch, or if its just playful. O.o

El Positivos! Haha, my spanish sucks doesnt it? THE POSITIVE THINGS!

1. I was talking to a bunch of people about how I’m like, one of the last singles in my school and about how this girl who….to be honest is really freaky and weird and…hates guys (shes lesbian)…and..(less attractive than me…i hate to say)has been asked out by guys before! He came up to me at lunch and told me that I shouldn’t worry and that I’ll be asked out sooner or later.

2. I’ve caught him staring at me, but with all these negative things he does to me, I just don’t know.

3. I said I didn’t like someone once, and he hit him…I thought it was just coincidence…Who knows?

4. Once while he was going through one of his “how I’ll hurt you” speeches, he told me to turn around. Instead, I stared straight into his eyes, and he stared back into mine for a long time. Then looked away quickly.

5. He takes quick glances at me.

6. I’ve been trying to figure out who he likes, so once I said, ” If you tell me who you like I’ll have to stop liking you.” And..he just stared at me.

7. Each time I guess a girl he might like, he says no, then he’ll do something to me. Like he had a pen in his hand and he marked my leg. Or he’d have a styrofoam tube in his hand and bop me on the head with it. Just little things like that. I’d like to think hes trying to tell me its me, but maybe its just coincidence.

8. Theres more but I dont feel like writing them out.

9. I asked him to have a staring contest with me. Surprisingly, he said SURE. We stared for…5 long seconds until I kissed a fake kiss at him (to see if he’d lose) but he kept staring at me and then smiled. I freaked out so I stopped staring and said “wait what?! you were supposed to lose!’

Deal or No Deal?

Does he like or not me? Haha, sounds like something Borat would say.