Dealing with the same guy?

So I’ve been dealing with this guy named Josiah for awhile..sense last summer…and atfirst we were going to go out then he would end up with some other girl..and it was sooo annoying at first and I was hurt of course but I really liked him so I was an idiot and stayed around. We finally went out. I was the happiest girl Everrr. So we broke up like what 5days after that and stayed friends. We get into little tiny petty fights like everyother time people look up and then were all like nvm I lovee you. And everytime that happens. come closer.. so he always tells me omg your so close to me your one of my cloest friends I love you so much blahblhablhab …sooo lets speed up in the story..this fight was ehh a day or so ago..and he said some rude things to me not like I didnt say them back. and he ended up having the last word saying you always push me away and makes me pissed and notlike you Nite… and so the next day I txted him and told him I wasnt pushing you away blah blah…so ect and then I say. well can I txt you later to talk about it…he txts me back by saying something uncalled for that really hurt me…I don’t know ill txt you if I want to talk…never txted me. but he acts like when hes mad at me I’m supposed to come running back saying oplz don’t be mad at me…so its been aday. and I’ve been thinking do I want to deal with his b/s anymore? im tired of caring tell you the truth but I still kinda want him should I stay and wait and give him time or just say Fit. im done??? PLEASE HELP because I don’t know anymore stressed about this on a daily bassis. so confused? am I in love with him>? we’ve gone through sooo much..he tells me on a normal basis he loves me. and I’m starting to stop caring for him..but theres something in me saying stay and see what happens.