Broken Hearted

So Theres this boy that I’ve had my eye on for a while… we both never showed any true interest in each other untill, one day when we were kind of forced into it by one of my good friends. So he asked me for mi number my email I gave him mine, && Vise Versa. we started talkin, he seemed very interesting, and like he was also Very interested in me…He asked a lot of personal questions, and just on the surface questions, after a couple of days, he started telling me he loved me, and when I gave no reply, he sounded, kind of upset. eventually I started saying it, and he said he liked it when I said I loved him. later on our relationship got more personal. we never actually made it official that we were seeing each other but in my eyes it was self explanitory, after maybe 4 months of just talkin, we finally shared our first kisses and real hugs… and he wanted to have sex, it wasnt forced but he wanted too…After a while we stopped talkin, and eventually we met up again in the same place, and I asked him what happend?? and he said he was sorry and he missed me and all these stupid excuses… so we went to a back room, and he was kissing me hugging massaging, and telling me how much he loved and missed me, and he wondered why I wasnt responding, and he asked me was I mad at him, and I let him know how I was feeling, and he tried to re assure me that he did love me, and that he did miss me, he even got down on his knees and appologized.. and when he said he loved me, he asked why I never looked him in the eye.. all of it just seemed like a act to me. and after..we almost had sexual intercourse…which was the last time we really spoke, and we actually got caught…well almost…and then he told me it was no point, because people were always following us… and now my big sister and his mother would too….and ever since then, I even told him that I loved him, and he’s always told me I didnt?? whats going on??