Broken heart. I miss you

Ok so me & my boyfriend of 1year & 6 months , completely ended our realtionship shortly, I really still want to be with him and I want to make him realize what he’s missing., he plays quaterback 4 our hs team and I want to look real good for the game to be like haha you dumped this. Lol I don’t know , but last night I sent a text to everyone in my phone asking if I should die my hair and he said nah , then I didnt text him back and he said you skipped french today . And we talked for about an hour about french then he said okay lol . And I didnt text back. I really really really miss him. And when we broke up he put me threw so much pain, and I know this sounds wrong but I want to do what he did too me. And he also said while we were like ending things ,he said “its funny how you say like wait 1 more question as if were never going to talk again” and after he came over completly ending it , he sent me a text saying are you up and I didnt text back because I was sleeping & he was like I just wanted to say sorry . Sorry :( and then he said” no just bc were not going out dosent mean I dont care, you always say I lead you on so I didnt wanna show that I cared but I do bc your a great person who shouldnt be crying over boys esp. Me” … Ok I know this ? Was long but my friends are really no help and im so upset :(