how can I get over my ex I still really love?

Me and my ex still have feelings towards each other, im plenty sure of that.We didn’t break-up because of anybody, but because my parents won’t let us date since he’s 18 & im almost 15. Please don’t judge, he ain’t that big either. Anyways he was going out with some other chick, but today he told me ‘I never really loved her I dont even like her, I just went out with her to forget you’ his friends & family tell me the same thing. Truth is I really still love him, but I dont want to disobey my parents they have done so much for me. I really dont get to see him since he lives in mexico, and I live in the usa in bordertowns to be exact. I know im young, but he’s like I have only really been into two girls and one was my girlfriend I lasted like 7 months with, and you angie. I really love you but if you want to be friends only I cant force you either, im gonna take a break with ‘k’ you know the only reason why I broke up with you is because I didnt want to cause you any problems with your parents , so I’m all confused,my friends are like get over him but I lost the guy I liked because of the same situation. I found ricardo and I really like him, but I dont know maybe its just a phse since im only 15? should I let him for sakes already? :(